I'm often asked, "What do you do on a personal retreat?" It is such a complicated and personal answer (hence the term, personal retreat). The best brief response I'm able to come up with at this point in my life and experience is, "I spend time at the boundary lines of my comfort zone with the Presence of God and consent to their being pushed and broken." They are, after all, illusions.
"Christ is all, and is in all." Colossians 3:16